This was long overdue but I wrestled with the decision whether or not to share a close personal story about Sadie's influence on my life. I met her back when we were in 9th grade and I instantly thought she was the coolest person I had ever met. Time went on and we grew to be good close friends. She was someone I knew I could trust and I knew she was a friend I needed to keep in my life.
Shortly after we graduated high school, she went off to Provo and I stayed in Kaysville but we remained close. At this time I had doubts whether I believed in the church and wasn't sure If I wanted to serve a mission. I started making the wrong decisions and was headed down the wrong path. Sadie was always there for me when I was struggling, and she was there to guide me through this part of my life. She once said to me and I will never forget this "Jasey, I love you, but you need to change. You're better then this." She was right, as she always was. She knew I was better then what I was doing, and she showed me this. Because of Sadie, I grew the confidence and faith I needed and felt that I was on the right path for first time in a long time.
It has been almost three years since she has passed, and these have been the hardest years of my life. I fell into clinical depression after her passing and since then have struggled with depression and anxiety and still continue to do so. My biggest regret in my life so far has been not telling her how much she meant to me. I miss her and think about her all the time.
It has been a long road of grieving and recovery, but for the first time in a long time, I feel like I am happy again. Sadie's memory lives on through all those she touched, and she truly was an angel among us. She was a perfect girl and I am forever thankful to God for allowing me to know her for as long as I did. My prayers are with the Wells family everyday and hope they know what a great girl they raised.
I love you Sadez, and I miss you everyday
Jase
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